DN

Dear DN

How I love thee? What I did to you yesterday I have never done it on anyone else. You must then be special.

Love them Both

Love them both the same though their personalities are different. But when their heads are on my chest, they felt the same. Both are beautiful creatures to look at and both I treat the same.

One is full of courtesy, the other one seem slightly crude. One expresses his feelings truthfully, the other I can only infer from his texts. One I know will last and has lasted longer, the other I feel it won't cause the former is total, the latter is only partly.

Blissful

This week has been a blissful week for me. What I have dreamed of happening with someone happened with someone else who is even more desirable. Don't know how long it will last but will work at making it to last as long as it can...thank you DN. BB and DN, I love you both.

Thoughts

Dear Phi Phi

I thought I don't miss you anymore, but I'm missing you all over again after seeing you today.


Dear Others

Though what they are doing is not right but don't go overboard criticizing them. One ofyour children might just turn out to be like them.

Phi Phi

I miss you

Problem

A relation is having financial problem and to a certain degree it is affecting me. As a family member I had helped and will help this person out but I have to a draw a line to the amount I can help...and this confuses me slightly...should I be helping out all the time? I'm mostly afraid that other people will say that I'm one of those who would run away when some one is in trouble but will be close by during happy times. The truth is even during happy times I wasn't around that much and never took advantage of the happy situations.

I have thought about the root of this person's financial problem and only God knows why. An ustaz once told us at a 'ceramah' that when a person has gone for his hajj, he will never be poor again. His rezeki will be plenty. This person has gone to hajj twice and why is this happening him/her?

I don't have the answer.

Radar

Can we really trust our gaydar? We can't actually. Our gaydar might be too sensitive and hence we interpret the signals the way we want. We may interpret a person's silence, look, actions as signs that he is one of us, but in actual fact he is not. He may like us but no lust for us.