Update

My mom passed away on Thursday after six weeks of knowing that she had cancer. BB left for the States the next day. The loneliness is creeping in since the two people that loves and loved me the most are not with me.

This year there has been a lot of death of people I know and people the world knows. First it was my colleague, then two of my colleagues' mothers, followed by Michael Jackson, then Yasmin Ahmad then my mother and on the same day Ustaz Asri of Rabbani, then my former headmaster from secondary school and recently Ted Kennedy.

Update

The next few months is not looking too good for me. Mom has strong signs of having cancer, lymphoma and has been in the hospital more than 2 weeks. She getting weaker by the day and the doctor said her organs are failing. I've been going to the hospital after work and it's quite tiring because of the distance and the jam.

BB is leaving for the US this Friday for 2 years. I will miss BB dearly and will worry about BB there. BB is old enough but to me BB is a baby, my baby.