Finally fed

Finally DN penetrated me. I'm no more a virgin LOL. It was hard at first but then it became easy. I felt like I'm about to shit the whole process. What made it easy? Perhaps I was really ready and very much willing and want DN to penetrate me, of course KY helped a lot.

Wondering

Still wondering what DN and BB see in me. I'm fat, dark, short and ugly, in other words, I'm nothing to look at.

Professes or Confesses

DN professes or confesses his love for me. I'm happy. Never would I thought that he has such feelings for me. For one with his looks he can about get anyone he wants. Secondly, with his somewhat 'I don't give a damn' attitude, I figured I was just a piece of shit.

NEW POST

I've been given a new post. I don't consider it to be a promotion, it's more like a rotation. Of course it comes with responsibilities that I do not want. But I consider this to be a gift from Allah, he's trying to tell me or show me something. I will do it all for Allah. The thing that I hate about this post is the fact that I have to give speeches.

DN

Dear DN

How I love thee? What I did to you yesterday I have never done it on anyone else. You must then be special.

Love them Both

Love them both the same though their personalities are different. But when their heads are on my chest, they felt the same. Both are beautiful creatures to look at and both I treat the same.

One is full of courtesy, the other one seem slightly crude. One expresses his feelings truthfully, the other I can only infer from his texts. One I know will last and has lasted longer, the other I feel it won't cause the former is total, the latter is only partly.

Blissful

This week has been a blissful week for me. What I have dreamed of happening with someone happened with someone else who is even more desirable. Don't know how long it will last but will work at making it to last as long as it can...thank you DN. BB and DN, I love you both.